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above the picture is those whose help me celebrate my birthday
give me suprises (: i enjoy alot that day , Thanks alot Muacks ^^


18Nov2010 ,


me & dear 1Year anni ,
went out at afternoon with dear , went Vivo for movie.
Harry Potter isn't any nice show }: wasted our precious time there. haiis .
2 & the half hour show , hais sian ttm !


have swensen for our dinner (:


then after that went home , actually i'm quite dissapointed in sth
but i understand , and don't wanne make a fuss bout it ,
what i'm worry was dear is sick , and more worst is
he needa book in at 5am ! ended up went home Maple.


he only can sleep for 1hour plus then wake him up to book in
haiis sad right ?


Friday spended whole day at home . wish dear was with me too =X


Saturday. as normal work (:
due to some problem cab home


haiish , i'm feeling so sad right now ,
till then i realised being in a relationship was not simple at all
what impt was trust & to be honest , but it really so hard to trust someone
and being honest are hard too , cause i'm afraid that if im so honest
you'll will get angry so i rather to keep it a history .
and i didn't mean to lie , at that moment what i really need
was your trust . did you ? ton of question in my mind ..


what i say is all from my heart , believe or not you choose
cause i'm tired of explaining too , too many thing happening
and i'm lost too


something that has happend that make my heart break into pieces
i remember every single thing that you taught me .
i alway pray that you will be the most happier girl in the world
you're the one who alway give me confident ,, and i really really
can't afford to lose someone like you , without you there will be no me anymore
i don't know how to live without you ,,


my heart are really in pain seeing you like this
i feel so useless sometime . haiis ..
too much to say
but i will promise to cherish kekyouting alotalotalot
Loveyou, please don't leave me ever again


Tuesday, was a really freaking boring day for me ,
and being emo again on that day, really ! Lol ..
staying at home whole day tooooo , waiting for boyf book out ,


know what ? night time dear text me that he can't book out
freaking siandiao already ! and mood change Lol ,, and i went to sleep )):
wake up , sleep , wake up sleep again . Haha ! use com and till 11.3o
wait my show to start . till half way ling text me that she very dwn
ask me to company her to talk . so i waited for her to reach so went out ,


after meeted her we slack under blk , before 12am we left the place ..
hahhahah , went home and mummy they all told me that my present is in the room
ask me to open it , i think something is strange , so i doesn't want to open Lol !
wanted to watch finish my show then open =X !


without sis they all de noticing i went open the door and SUPRISE ! haah!
all my friend & cousin in the room and dear came out taking a cake from mummy room
and THEN ling pop out at my house outside ,
till then i know it all their planning . Hahaahhah ! i'm so touched lah seriously heehee.
love you all so muchhy ! touched , Lol !














taken before i came home ! Lol ,



this is Part 2 celebration
Thanks to Dear, Two Sis , Cousin Von , Cousin Cindy , Cousin Yiling , Mummy ,
Leo , Ling , Tham , Ting , Zhihao , Steven , Robin , Eddy , XiangYong ,
ChengChong & friend (: !





















13 NOv 2010 , my 19th birthday & guanting 18th Birthday



after i wake up , boyf bring me to northpoint eat ,
don't wish to spend so much money so we went foodcourt eat (:
have kimchi soup . super Yummy :D ! hees ,



after eating walk around & meet zhihao at np , then went home
slack awhile , zhihao went off to meet friend first ,
till 5pm something dear bring me to the place where im celebrating my birthday at.
Lol , i knew it bbq ;P and i thot the place was located at sembawangpark
but it isnt . it at yishun there, when dear bring me walk that way
i knew it at where already ;PP . haha =X


Thanks Ling , tham , ting , steven , xiangyong & yexiang
for those decoration and everything ((((:


hmmm , it really not my day. haha! it raining so heavily
till dear & uncle went home and take the bbq thing here.
or not i don't know what time then can eat eh (:
and something go on that make me )):
i just want a simple celebration will do , end up everyone mood turn -.-
and some even left so early ,


Ling , please don't blame yourself okays? seriously it isn't your fault leh
is those people -.- haiish , lazy to say also ler .


after quite alot of people leave the place already , left only
Ling , Ting , steven , xiangyong & yexiang , me & dear ;)
even though so less people but i enjoy alot okays.
bbq & talking session =// enjoy life lehh hees.


thanks Ling for everything , love you mak mak lah .
and of course boyf who bbq whole day for us to eat , steven too (: !
lastly thanks for coming everyone ,
left the place at 2am plus and home sweet home


Monopoly with my two sis , dear & Leo , omg !
a exciting yet tired game , my yawn like free one . had 2 game
and off to sleep at 5am plus ); wake up at 12noon to prepare
then cab to chervon to do something ,,
and bus to IMM , had burger king ^^
then bus home , i went to sleep while dear prepare his thing to book in


5pm plus , he cab to camp & i took bus to jurongpoint find Ling & ting
company them till they end work , and train home .
i'm so happy to recieve a call from dear that he get time off at 12am
mean he can book out , hees ! and he cab to my house ^^
having him by my side is all i ever wanted ;PP !
slept at 1am plus ,,


Monday (:
didnt attend school again with Pam ,
wake up at 1oam to prepare and wake dear up
walk to chongPang to find Iphone4 end up needa wait 1week
i don't wanne wait , so walk almost everyshop to see
some have but can't help me sign line so i give up
went eat nasi lemark , after that walk home again ,


rest awhile , then cab to dear camp & i went Jurong
meet Jackson at market there , he bring me to see Iphone
so sad can , Lol ! his friend got the stock but can't sign line
so no choice walk to the 2 singtel end up also no stock ,
but his friend say will help me reserve at causeway singtel hello shop
and tmr i can collect already ^^ but bad thing is haven't cfm one .
ahkor will cfm with me tmr morning , and i can go collect already! ;PP


ahkor company me to go Jp find Ling ,
slack at the work place there then after that company him to subway
awhile more he jiu went home , i stay awhile more to wait for cousinCindy


went Lot1 to see iphone stock , fuckup can i damn sway ,
what i see is out of stock , out of stock . Hhahah!
so walk walk awhile jiu drive back Yishun area there .
went singtel . got the stock again but didnt help sign line. wtf .
i totally give up in finding liao . i guai guai wait for ahkor message ;)


and back to school tomorrow ;D and wednesday for Birthday Celebration
with lovely Cousin & my superLove Boyfriend ;DD !
i'm so excited for wednesday already . hees ,
and and i can't wait to meet Pam tmr for Pic & story . lalala ,
sadly, i haven't get her present yet ); shall get it asap ..


that all bahh . Byee((:


Great friday spended (: !


Wake up & had lunch at Northpoint kfc with boyf , Leo & small sis
after that , me & boyf train down to town , first to cine leisure
for Guanting present :} then went Ion walk around ,



Far East next to find mummy,, stay in mummy work place
company her & waited for Leo to reach , and off we go , walk around town
Lol ! walking aimlesly around town Hahhah!


waited for JieJie to end work . meet her inside train


me & boyf got no where to go so end up went with sis they all
TPY , Jie bring Leo to see doc , me & boyf walk around
ask for Iphone thing end up upgrade needa add on $300


walk to sizzler to have dinner . omg a great dinner can !


hope to go there eat again , it so yummy can !
and with the three of them is so much fun lah , Hahah ~
eat till damn FULL ;X what best is the mushroom soup . i miss the soup ); !
after that , they went Junction8 for movie..
didnt go with them cause i don't feel like watching ,, so home sweet home ^^
my great friday ended like this ;DD!





Woohoo;D


nvr attend school again , as i'm freaking tired did something till 2.3oam plus
then off to sleep ,, wake up the time was already 12noon plus
so Lol ,


Com whole afternoon and to meet someone♥ in the evening ;D
we cab to Bugis , and shopping time , that someone♥ bought two thing for me
Thanks ♥♥ Lol , and dinner that someone treat me Empire state. Loveyou la
my first time there worr. ;XX ! hahaha ~ so YUMMY , hees!


then bought KOI for someone♥ , Me & dear and train down to Jurong
waited dear to prepare hao thing then we train home ;D !


thanks alot to this someone♥ Hees! i can't say out who is this person
so don't ask me kays? (:











buy him koi , drink till so stress LOL











i wish to see sunset ,, but it seen so impossible to me ,
and i can predict that all my wish won't come true..
oh myy .. i'm thinking too much again ~


Wednesday {: after resting of two day at Home, i thought my sickness would go away
but it still the same , flu & cough like getting worst only, blame me for not being to guai
cause i didnt eat medi on time , and i eat one time a day }:
worst is flu , making me so hard to breath , and so many tann inside my throat .
sian ttm !


after waking up today , went northpoint to eat lunch with aunts , sasa & sis
then bus to Tam inter , meet Pam and off to school ,,
looking for our class , end up lesson cancel , so bai chi can ! Lol ,,
only the two of us don't know anything , wtf !
and before we start finding our class , don't know who lah the school dog
just walking infront of us , and ......
caught Pam for wearing cap , jeans all this
and me for wearing short skirt , Lol .
FOL , my new creation word . haha fcuk our life! go school not for lesson
but to get caught and record our detail ,


hopefully she will forget everything and won't look us up (: ! hahah
so bus back tam inter and home.. and i'm sway enough to overslept
end up in yishun inter :( yawnnnn ~


our topic is alway the same (: we nvr get sian of it , and new topic for us (:
will talking bout our birthday celebration or present ,
i begg her not to anyhow buy thing for me ! hahah ,, cause i know what she buying
i hope i won't recieve huhs ! hahha =X ,,
and sadly i think i can't make it to her birthday celebration at MBS ,
cause i really got no idea where are we going LOL ,
but if i can i would go cause seriously i want to see what MBS look like. wahhhahah!




smile when you see this picture . hees isn't it cutee(:
since how long i didn't get to see rainbow huhs ! hahah ,
pleaase appear someday for me to see okay ;PP





Helloo (:


working at sunday with Ting (: we're sucha joker in the Morning !
when i reach Sembawang she didnt board the train and i didnt alight the train
and when i decided to alight the train the door close! Hahhaha ,
so went admiralty wait for her ,,


and the flu is killing me ,, and i survice the whole working day {:
after work , meet Boyf at JurongEast mrt , and off home ,,
i don't know what we're doing but we slept at 3am plus . hahha!


& early in the morning wake up & meet Ting at YishunPolyclinic.
walk there , i thought it was far but actually it very near :D
this is the first time i visit YishunPolyclinic and then i realise everything inside
is WAIT WAIT WAIT ! nabei ~ first we wait to register , second we wait to see doc
third wait to get medi , lastly line up to pay ! arghh ~ and the worst thing is
we wait for so long to see doc and not even 5min i think ? we are out already


when i'm done , ting still waiting for her turn to see doc ;X
so everything end at 12pm , tmd de we spend freaking 3hr inside
i know it cheap but i swear i nvr go again can !
i don't mind spending money or what i just don't like to WAIT ,
k la enough of it . hahah


meet boyf at northpoint to eat , i know i'm not suppose to eat fastfood
but { yi du gong du } mah ! so eat longjohn . hees ~
& walk back home , saw my sis on the way home
they bringing sa sa to northpoint , so Lol , didnt went home instead we went out
had swensen ice-cream , 5 Ice-cream flavour {: strawberry taste the best . Hahha
& walk back home . super tired !


sleep only awhile & bring sa sa down (: ,
she like boyf alot can . hahahha! so cutee of her finding uncle everytime:)


night time , Leo drive boyf home to take his thing then home again
cause of the training day ); he gotta book in this morning ~ hmpm
burn away his precious time with me ;PPPPP
slept quite early after eating medi ..


boring tuesday without him again , i'm waiting for thurs (:
his book out day again . hees ! :))))









:))))))))))))))


Helloo all {:
when i was about to doze off on sofa watching tv , dear finally text me ,
that everything end ler ,, so after our conversation decided to cab down to his house
live house at 2.3oam like this when i walk down there a small cat running toward me
heart jumping very fast , wanted to u-turn back home
but i didnt hors(: instead i pretend i see nothing just walk my own way =D !
HOW BRAVE . hahhaa! =X !


dear sponser the cab fare ;DDD ! xie la!(: ♥♥
slept at 3am something , im too way tired already! )): and very sick too
keep sweat till dear bring living room fan in


didn't work today, too sick to work . and partly is i want company dear
cause the last three day we didnt spend time tgt
only night time ):


wake up at 11am plus , feeling very unwell , dear mummy bought food for us to eat
after eating , nua-ing at bed , till 3pm went to 3head to buy 4D , waffle & yakult
hais the bigbig sickness came so sudden , head dam pain and i sweat like free one
making me so pissed ); seriously i hate to sweat ): esp when im sick . haiish ,
nua again at bed , and dinner time . after that nua again Lol ! this is what life call (:


left home at 7pm plus , i was too sick to take train home
so borrow money again from cousinCindy to cab home ,,
i spend too much money already ); esp on that , sighhhh ~
FML ):


it only awhile yet i miss you like crazy..
what make me happy is tomorrow you're booking out again
but weekday i'm studying lehhhhh :(


i'm turning 19th very soon , and it just another 1o more day.
which i don't wish to reach :((( ! ,, can i just stop the time here?
Lol ,, too fear of getting old . hahhaha!
and 11 more day to our 1Year anni ♥♥
can anyone tell me where are we going on the 13th ?! Hmpm~







and now ! even how sick i get , i'm still craving for STRINGRAY,KANGKONG& LALA
which i just had yesterday wahahh ;X ! didnt get to eat bbq chicken wing leh
cause it just the two of us , if we order it i think people
thought we starve for how many day. hahha =X !
evatan♥ let go back eat soon okays? (: hees ,
i filllll you with colour when the next meetup okays♥ !
Hahahha Loveeyouu (:






Been so long since i enjoy so much ! :DD
our first stop was mind cafe located at Dhougy ghout :D




Handphone , Handphone! :DD ~



Cheesy Fries , not so yummy .. hahha



Salmon Pasta for us ((:




then went neosprint shop to take some picture. Hhah! ;X